Introduction

The first day I remember I was feeling as if I wanted to go back in time to something amazing, and I wanted to invent a time travel machine for this. This was just how I was describing the feeling that I had, it just felt like this.

I wasn’t actually taking it seriously when I was saying it, I just said it like this, because that’s just how it felt like. But I wasn’t really believing it, when I was saying it, it just felt like this is what my feeling is trying to do.

I was just describing the feeling, just like that, without taking it seriously. Turns out that I was describing my feeling correctly, and after just following my feeling for 32 years I realised that this is exactly what my feeling is trying to do all the time and it’s pretty good at it.

So now I have instructions for a quantum reactor, based on research I was doing using girls in the clubs and my beautiful amazing girlfriend, which helped me for my research.

I was using the girls in the club and my girlfriend to be able to experience a lot of different types of directions, alternating states, entanglement and dimensions to be able to write instructions for the quantum reactor, which is needed for the time travel machine.

The process goes through a lot of different things, the experience is intense, but it is needed to be able to understand the model for the time travel machine, which goes through a lot of different things. 

It’s just like a pattern in nature and my feelings were just trying to show me the pattern for the time travel machine or it was trying to show me a pattern that is as close as possible to it. By doing this research it also turned me young again. So by trying to show me the pattern for the instructions of the time travel machine I became much younger again in my head.

No matter what my feeling is doing, it is always in a style of resetting, getting young again, starting over and so on. Everything I touch has this outcome or follows this approach. 

All I personally was doing is I was just brain dead the entire time, pretty much my whole life and I just followed emotions and they did everything automatically. I didn’t even think I was doing anything special, I just thought I was having a normal life.

Just yesterday, the 1st of august 2024 I realised what my feeling is actually doing and I have all these crazy concepts in my head, and it is instructions for a quantum reactor. At first I wasn’t really sure what these crazy models in my head were, I just had a lot of crazy ideas and patterns based on the research I did with the girls in the clubs and my girlfriend.

But yesterday I realised that my feeling is doing what I thought it wanted to do, when I described it the first day I remember. So my feeling is not just only trying to show me the quantum reactor instructions, it is also doing everything else in the same style as if it would be trying to find the time travel machine.

So my feeling is doing a lot of repetition, restarting, starting over, and so on. It’s just like a time travel scientist feeling and it just goes for this type of research or work automatically, like an automated program. 

It also disables my memory and my consciousness all the time so it just keeps me brain dead non stop, it’s as if it doesn’t need my head for its research and it is doing it better without it. Also it tricks me non stop and changes the dimensions and perspectives in my head all the time.

So it’s very difficult to speak about what my feeling is doing and who I am, because my feeling is trying to discover time travel and part of that program is just to turn off my head. So it’s like the perception of me is also turned off, otherwise it probably wouldn’t be possible to do the research.

My emotions were pushing me to go through very bizarre and pretty much unpredictable situations, just to enhance my thinking capabilities and to add more perspectives and more dimensions to it.

So my emotions are trying to push me through experiences to enhance my way of thinking, all while it disables my consciousness so it is like trying to improve my brain to be able to understand the abstract concepts that are needed for building the time machine.

That’s what my emotions are pushing me to do if I have the chance to. So it is not always only trying to do the research because what it requires to be able to make progress to improve my thinking capabilities is very specific.

Like it takes a high effort to be able to experience something that improves my thinking capabilities that is needed to be able to imagine the construction plan for the quantum reactor. Most of the time I feel as if it is not possible that day to make any progress towards that goal.

Still then every activity I do has the style of doing the research for the time travel machine, but my feelings are not happy at all with that. It is not easy to go through an experience that is so complex that it enhances my thinking capabilities in a way that I can imagine the time travel machine better, that’s why I cannot do the research on this non stop.

In order to do my research for the time travel machine my subconscious enables and gives me all other necessary skills and features automatically as well. So it also turns me into a type of generally high skilled person, just because doing the research for the time travel machine is so extremely difficult, that I need to be very dictating and controlling by nature.

Like I have to turn everything into my way with full brute force to be able to do my research for the time travel machine. But I am a nonviolent person, no aggression, just for my research I have to make things happen the way they have to be.

All other skills that are needed for this goal I got automatically as well. So a full range of other skills are enabled in my head, all related to doing the research of the time travel machine.

It does sound very funny and crazy, but it’s pretty real and my conscious of course also doesn’t get any more information about this. Usually I have the memory part of my brain disabled. For me it’s just like regular life, nothing special.

First Research Result

My main research objects are girls in the clubs and my girlfriend, and what I am doing is that I go through different states with my ego to be able to think in new ways. So for example my feelings push me to first build up my ego in the club with a girl, then I meet with my girlfriend and do a variety of different scenarios and practices, which enhances my brain and also turns me young again as well.

The entire process resets me to become like a virgin all the time, but it’s just because the pattern of the instructions for the time travel machine is the same as the pattern of the experiences that you have to go through to become young again.

So it is always the same pattern in nature for the time travel machine. But this time travel machine is just for going back in time, not forward, it is just for going back to the amazing times, nothing else.

So it’s like a time reset machine, only that, not forward. The instructions I have until now can only be described with being instructions for a quantum reactor, no other description fits. I have a first formula so far, that is demonstrating a real process and a real outcome and also the relationship between these two.

The formular I have so far goes like this:

Left, Up, Entanglement, Dimension Shift, Down, Right, Dimension Shift, Repeat

So it is a chain reaction, written together it looks like this: 

Left, Up, Entanglement, Dimension Shift, Down, Right, Dimension Shift, Left, Up, Entanglement, Dimension Shift, Down, Right, Dimension Shift, Left, Up, Entanglement, Dimension Shift, Down, Right, Dimension Shift, Left, Up, Entanglement, Dimension Shift, Down, Right, Dimension Shift, and so on forever.

This is the formula that will turn you young again if you are doing this with girls in the clubs and a girlfriend. It requires doing unethical things of course, but who said time travel research would be easy?

The result of this formula is that it will make you younger and younger until it stops and it fuses you together with your girlfriend. But first let me explain the basic principles.

Building the ego up and down

So my subconscious makes my conscious in a way that I literally have no ego or it resets to zero directly. Like I start with a non existing ego all the time, and my ego can only be built up for a very short period of time, maybe just a day even, almost like getting some short time positive charge.

I usually use girls in the club to charge the ego up, and then I use my beautiful girlfriend to destroy the ego directly and I try to do this in a very abstract way, where you cannot really predict if I will be able to handle it or not and this is on purpose.

It’s like I move my positive charged ego in a different environment and I destroy it there and then I try to see what happens with my state overall. So is my ego balanced then in the end if I first charge it with a normal girl in the club and then destroy it in a very specific abstract way or what happens when the ego is destroyed in a completely different environment.

Like is 1 – 1 = 0, or how does it count for the ego to be destroyed in that specific environment. What will happen then no one can really predict, but what actually happened then is then it turned me young again!

So I discovered a formula on how to become younger with this experiment. And this is actually a reliable outcome. So I figured out the answer to what happens if you do that, it will turn you young.

So when you charge the ego with a regular girl in the club and then destroy it in a completely different scenario where it’s unclear what this is doing, then it will lead to time reversal, turning the person young again.

Why? 

Really hard to know why exactly, but this is what it’s doing. Destroying the ego in this unpredictable way somehow resets the ego. So first the ego is built, then it is destroyed in a special environment and this somehow removes something from the ego that will make the person younger.

For the quantum world this would mean that if you have some positively charged particle from this world and lose it in the quantum world it could bring time back, maybe. It’s like this is what happens if you destroy a positive charged ego in a different environment, it will reverse the time of the ego of the person and bring it back to being more like a virgin.

So it’s like the Jesus Formular you can say. Why exactly this process has this outcome, I really don’t know, but it has this outcome. So it’s like doing this, just has this outcome, but why exactly, is maybe not possible to understand, but doing this process just has this outcome.